Ugh
Josh is 6 months now, and Oh how I love him. His smile, Laugh. The way he gets excited and jumps up and down with this huge smile on his face. His father takes him every Tuesday to his grandmothers house for the night. And that kills me. They deserve to see him, that i know. But when he leaves it is almost as if i fall into this funk that i cannot escape until he returns the next day. My mother says that it is not normal for a mother and child to be away like that this young. But how do i tell his dad that i dont want him away all night without sounding selfish? Or without it sounding like i dont want him over there?
